Local Woman Ruins Everything
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The quiet can scrape all the calm from your bones. But maybe it should.
Maybe we need to be hollowed. To get up and grow and stop fucking around. To kick off our braces and start straightening out.

But you can’t fail to see anything but me. And the world that we make, when it falls into place. I think it’s fair to say that we have both seen better days.

And I can’t seem to be anything but me. And a fool to myself, I ain’t got no one else. I think it’s fair to say that we have both seen better days.

Well I hope that you know that I can’t feel a thing. From this high that I’ve got but everything is burning up inside my heart.

I swear that I’m finally taking, my words that are bruised and broken, to places I’ve never spoken - way down, way down. I swear that I’m shifting forward and I’ll try to provide it all for you, for reasons I’ve never spoken - way down, way down.

Is it selfish?, well if so, fine. I’ve always been selfish. And that’s just one of the many problems I will never be able to fix. I believe I am making everyone’s lives around me worse. Increasingly worse. I am a disease to my friends and family. Please leave me alone